Figure me out

It all started

Quite a long time ago

When I found myself boredom

Staring in an empty sheet and a pen

Suddenly I give it a tinker’s damn

I inclined thoughts into my heart

For no apparent reason

I found it fun and relish

A genteel way to release my inner notion

The words come out through my brain

The feelings fall out through my heart

When they fuse together, it satisfies me

I am hundred percent genuine when I write

I compose everything that happened to me

I write everytime I feel blue

I write everytime I feel merry

I write to express myself

I also write for some bizarre moment

I also write when I feel nothing 

I also write when I am in pain

I will write whatever I might feel

I will write for it won’t judge me

I will write until everything turns out



The night before the day of my birthday. I opted to spent it through social media, sending messages to my friends including “Don’t greet me through facebook just PM me on messenger/SMS instead. I just don’t want to spread in the whole entire world that today is my special day. Ahhm, what so great today? Actually I don’t want sumptous celebration like what other debut do. All I want is to spend it with my friends. By the way, I already made a choice. I guess my decision was right and I won’t regret it soon. But, for now it is the best way I know. 
I am legal now. Legal to do things on my own. The best thing that happened to my life is I am still single. Trough the 18th years of existence I’d be able to wait and live my life with oneself together with my genuine friends. I slept at already 12:10 am then I woke up 9:47 am. As the time running I am still lying on my bed. My mind was tired through mental torments (exam). My body was slightly at pain. On the other hand we’re done with final exam. It was already 5:00 pm. I decided to take a bath and strudge right away to Jirehyel’s place. I went there to get some help with Kathleen from our paper. When I get there, we chitchat for a while and suddenly Jirehyel asked me to come along with her at the kitchen. After a while she opened the other door and shouted at me. Suddenly, I saw Dennis handling a biscuit with lighting candle asking me to blow it. I really feel surprised when I saw Nanang at the room. All I just said was ahhh!. Of course I never used to wonder they would set a surprised party on my birthday. Back then, we already used to surprised each other on SOMEONE’S special day.

 Those moments we already know everytime our special day comes that our friends will be setting a surprised stuff for us. Before, we are just 4 in a gang who used to celebrate and surprised someone’s special day. But now, our gang flourished. I would like to acknowledge the presence of the following person who made my birthday at blast.

First Ms. Jirehyel Faith Manalo, I would like to extend my gratitude to you for making my special day more special. Thank you for the place and also for the accomodations, ( remember when I was in chaos and I tend to cry you let me sleep in your room?).

 Second, Thanks to Julie Ann Dela Cruz (Nanang) aka Maxine Medina who’s always willing to lend a hand everytime I need help. Who’s always there to protect and show me some courage to fight for life especially from my toxic classmates. I love the video you had made me. The significant change happened to you for the last ten years was your beloved one, no need to mention his name. The most significant change will happen to you ten years from now are; now that you have a blog just write whatever you want for it, It’s all yours but I wish you to fill it up with happy moments for you to cherish in the future, you’ll be professional for what ever you wanted to be, you’ll reach your dreams and lastly your lovelife will get into the serious and intimate one. Thank you Maxine for the friendship I love you. 

Third,  Thanks to Jacob Sabay aka Kylie Versoza for the efforts I really appreciated it from the bottom of my heart. I will forever be grateful to have you in my life. I know someday three things will happen to you. First is you’ll become a professional and well known make up artist don’t be anxious cause Make up Tax issue won’t be granted and continue to make everyone pretty as you are. Second, Blogger and Vlogger, more writings and videos to come. Lastly, BETTERHALF, you’ll find it very soon, just don’t forget to shield your heart from the wrong one. Make sure you’ll find someone better who deserves all your efforts and love. I wish you all the best I love you. Fourth, 

 Mr. Jaynald Avelino for his efforts as well in making my birthday more colorful and full of crafts. I love your long message( as in literal). Continue to pursue your dreams for whatever it would be. Fifth,  

Mr. Ken RB Enojas, honestly I would like to say sorry for pissing you off everyday. I just can’t help myself everytime I saw your obnoxious face. I wish you all the best and continue to preach. Sixth Ms. Farrah Batoy, thank you for your presence I really dont expect that you would come and greet me. Thank you and I love you. And lastly Ms. Kathleen Juanich, for the preparation of my birthday I love you and Thanks a lot. Furthermore, for the letters and pictures who sent me personally or online I love it and as I read it I felt it through my nerves every single word of it.

Saying gazillion thank you won’t be enough, for the efforts, money and time you guys have partake. I love you all


My better half

The first time I saw you on my window pane 

My attention caught up and eradicated my feeling of being spleen

At that time, I already watch you perpetually

You give ceaseless joy forever eternally
Your eyes glazed as it strike

Your lips pout as ruddy petals of rose

Your skin glows as dazzling diamonds

Your hair soothes as balmy flowers

After a whale of time

We turned as best chums

We spent our instance as you were mine

Our sense not at all mutate as bums

Our relationship became intimate

As we kiss I’ve felt my soul turn to blast

As we touch I’ve groped my body chirpy

Until one day we bent to devote ourselves into one

I’ve never percieved contriteness in my life til’ the day you were mine

Moments and memories will fade but we’ll cherish it every single day 

I just can’t think of anyone else 

that I would rather to be with for the rest of my life than you.

Sunday Currently | volume 06 |


My assignment in Science, this entry, and our Math stuff. 

Just my recent posts. Actually, I’m so busy this week due to our school’s activity. I wasn’t able to download books online. Can’t wait to have for real “The universe of us” by Langleav


Shape of you by Ed Sheeran. Love this song.


How to save money effectively. I really need it so bad. I’m not a wise spender. I tend to buy stuff which I merely dont need:(

And also how my day went by yesterday. Yesterday was a very tiring day. I wasn’t able to take my meals. I was like “My tummy is empty I’m so hungry, somebody please feed me”. 


The blue lemonade I’ve made myself. 


To grant my ultimate wish for this year 2017. Though, it’s a material thing but it can alter my mood and day. I wish to have it ASAP.


To acquire a good grade,though I didn’t study well before the exam. I’m still aiming for it.


My rest day, I’m so tired of yesterday’s activity at school. For now, I’m just wanna console this day to boost my energy that had been drained yesterday. 

Sunday Currently | volume 05 |


Secret Lovesong by Little Mix lyrics. Base on my interpretation and the article I’ve read, it has a deeper meaning than we first thought. It is a massive anthem for the LGBT community, on the other hand, When you listen to the song- a secret lovesong is interpreted as someone you shouldn’t be in a relationship, or simply with someone you Can’t be in a relationship.


This entry, it was my second post for the year 2017.

The Script’s playlist, since I have no access of internet and got nothing to do aside from writing, I just listen to it.

The adventures that me and my friends have partake. All of those are unplanned and I found it fun. 


The chips I’m eating. I bought this at the store when we’re done with our food.

For this year, would be good to me as 2016 does so far. 


I could be productive for this year and compose a lot.


This bunch *insert May, I badly miss this. For a long time we hangout again with the random unplanned adventures.

Hello!, 2017

So, it just happened! 2016, had taught me a countless stuff that eager me to change. I cried a little and laugh hard a lot. Met new people and sort them. Been in new places that I’ve never been before.I’ve change. For some people they found it bizarre for a timid and quite girl to alter her innate personality. But for the side of her, she found it hard and needs a lot of efforts and hardships. Going out of a shell is one of the toughest thing to do, you have to change the way you mingle with people, the way you carry your self, the way you speak and every single thing upon you that matters into a better change than before. I’ve live out with three kinds of people. First, people who give a tinker’s damn to me, which I really know that they’re doing all of those for the sake of my self. Which I can rely on everytime I am in need, people who scolded me everytime I do absurd stuff. People who laugh and cry with me. Those people I’ve along with during the happiness and sorrows of my life. These are my family and my bestfriend. Second, people who don’t give a damn on me, these people are my acquiantances, people I merely don’t know. Third, People who tinker my life into worst. I consider these kind of people as insecure and vain. They just want to know a lot about me, for them to spread ’em out. We as people have a right to express our own opinions and thoughts. However, we are not allowed to mess up our fellow’s feelings. These people who will say good things when you are around and will spit harsh stuff whenever you’re not at sight. I’ve learned already, lol I’m 17 years old now, I am matured enough to learn crap from me. I hope that 2017 will be a great year for me like 2016 have done to me. This year I want to improve my simple changes and be productive in life. I also want to meet other people and spend my time with the people I want to hang out with. Learn to be patient. The very best thing that I badly want to learn is not to give my trust easily. When I met people, I actually sort them out. I dont want to feel disappointed and hopeless as I’ve started trusting someone. I wanna shield my heart and soul. Not everyone in this world will say pleasant stuff towards me. I know where I should stand.

@kuyawyaw fallsย 

It was 24th day of December, when my best friend fetched me on our house to join their trip to somewhere I dont know ( I forgot the place actually, it was my first time there).

It was 7 am already in the morning, when we left the town. I can feel my self smiling with a blast of excitement shown in my face. I really do love taking adventure,but this day is one of the best cause I am with my best chum. It was a 20 minutes trip. When we hit the place. 

It was a prolific coveyance of nature. I can feel the rhythm of mother nature trying to console my puzzled soul. 

According to our first aider- tour guide, when somebody asked him If where do they derived the name “kuyawyaw falls”. He stated that it was named from the old people living on that particular place. It’s meaning is somewhat “noise”. It would take 15 minutes of walking to witness the beauty of each falls. I am so tired, I even dont took my meal. I have no energy to climb up to the hill. We only striked two falls (1 and 2). The water was so cold and deep. At first I was afraid to come close at the falls. However I made it. At 11 am we decided to went down and go home already since we have to prepare our self from this coming christmas. When we hit the town again, me and my best friend watched a movie to relish and relax our super tired body. 

Letting go,Moving on, life goes on.

If you are tired of listening to someone’s opines and thoughts, If you’re already exhausted of someone’s   awfulness and sweet lies. When you have had enough to someone, and still not yet sufficient. Now is the time to let him/her go. Do not confine yourself from a one-sided relationship. In the end you were the one whom gonna blow.

 If you are not already relish from your other half, set him/her free. I know it wasn’t just as easy as 123 but I can assure you that it is the best way to eradicate all your feelings. Memories won’t be forgotten, just don’t think about it every single day of your life. And move on to the things that you have to do. Focus on the stuff that you had and think how beautiful the world to live in. Don’t be afraid of being alone. Sometimes it is the best way to find and pick up your self up that had lost when you’ve love with the wrong one. Persist your life, it wasn’t yet the end, there’s always something nice to live in. Life can be bullshits sometimes, but just how the way it is. God had given you the power to face it. So there’s no excuses to neglect it. Let time pass by, you’ll never know that you’ve made it through without thinking him/her. Don’t just easily find another flame right away or in other word “rebound”. It will lead you to the wrong decisions. I tell you, just let your wounds be healed first before you find another. And make sure that you Find someone whom gonna turn back your love you’ve gave, love isn’t about loving him or her too much, for as long as you give back each other’s flame, you’re going to last forever. Thinking each other that you can’t live without the presence of both will surely lead you to the path of complete joy and happiness. Forget the pass but instill in to your disposition what it taught you,  Think of why you have love again a hundred times, it will give you a gazillion reasons. And make those as a way to make a better decision at the present. He/she had already know what to do for he/she had hurt once. Be contended and selfless, There is no such thing as perfect in a relationship, however both of you should be contended from what you had, always think of each other’s boon. Communication is a must, make sure that everyday you give each other’s time. Love is about offering your time.

Destiny is not a matter of chance, it is a matter of choice that we made in our lives. As a person you are the one whom responsible for the stuff that you had. You had the power to gone it through, and opted to live a better life instead. Don’t rush up things everything takes it time in the right and most awaited place. All you have to do is wait there patienly. Everything that worth something takes workhard and patience.

Sunday Currently | volume 04 |

It’s been a whale of time. I wasn’t able to compose an entry for my blog for a weeks. There are umpteen memories that I’ve kept in my mind that I have to write. So here it goes.

Drafts from my recent posts, just peeking and reviewing on how my 2k16 went by. From those stuff, I hope that I could learn something.


An entry to my blog, (Sunday currently volume 4). I seldom write for the recent months. Due to my hectic schedule in school. Of course, I have to prioritize it first for my own boon as well.


Coldplay playlists. I even repeat them twice. For all the Coldplay fans through out the world. Soon they are going to have a live concert here in the Philippines.(April 4, 2016)


About the results of my exam,  For, I didn’t review exhaustively. In that case I am prone to acquire a low grade.:(


My gifts from my classmate, Thanks to her. Love yah! 


Zero contact with the toxic people, their viruses can spread rapidly, which can make my day indispose.


To recieve something from someone, which is really came from the bottom of his/her heart, without asking in return.


My christmas break. There’s nothing would be better in spending my days writing and watching movies/shows.

We only had 9 days left before christmas, However this 2016 I really didn’t purely feel the spirit of this coming advent season. I dont know why. Do you?